should i do?

always hoping he with me now but i know

HOPELESS

always use something plan to make but i know

USELESS

always want predict his feel about me but i know

UNPREDICTABLE

always dream of him and please be dream comes true but i know

IMPOSSIBLE

always want him say love me but i know its

INBELIEVABLE

what should i do? if i start every conversation between me and him, means i am such a psycho..

if not start, i will hoping and hoping and pray

why i was loving AM so much ? if i know its gonna be like this way, I KILL MYSELF !